As I rolled out from under the truck that I was working on and looked up into the sky it looked as if I was looking at world from above in the sky. Everything seemed upside down for a minute like I was floating in the sky and looking down. I could have laid there most of the day just staring into the sky and thinking about nothing and everything.
Then I remembered, "fuck, I broke another tool". This thought brought reality back into my brain. So I got up and cleaned the transmission fluid off of my face and arms. As I walked across the alley to the shop to replace the tool I had broken I thought, I should right about the sky today and how I broke another tool.
It was another beautiful day in L.A. The weather is starting to warm up a bit so this allows me to ride my motorcycle without freezing my ass off. Right now I spend a lot of time alone in the shop that I'm at. Because of this I have a lot of time to think. Which can be a bad thing. It can be a good thing also, but you know that saying "idle hands....", the same can be said for an idle mind.
I know it's early, but everything for the most part has started out pretty good this year. Hopefully it's a sign of things to come for the rest of the year. I'll try to make it as good as I can. I'll try to keep my tool breaking to a minimum and I'll try to enjoy the things that are already there for me in life. Like the sky.
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
Monday, January 01, 2007
One Last Time
The year has ended. It came and went. It seemed incredibly short. This past year by far was the most difficult year I have ever experienced. My heart still aches from it. My pulse races thinking of it. That was 2006.
This new year is open for new memories and hopefully much joy for me and all of you. There are people that I thank god are in my life, and there are people that I thank god I had in my life.
It's hard for me to admit my thoughts some times, but if I cant say them out loud then they will destroy me from within. It's been five months since my heart was broken. It may seem like a long time to some. For me it has gone by in the blink of an eye. It seems like just yesterday I was completely happy. All I had to do is wake up next to her and tell her I love you and anything that was bothering me went away.
If you still read this, there hasn't been one day that has passed that I haven't thought about you. Not one day has gone by were your smile fades from my memory, your laugh, your tears, they're all still there. If you still read this Inez, I still miss you. I wish you happiness this new year and I hope your tears will fade unlike my memories of you.
To all of my friends who read this, which is not much, I wish you the best this new year. Justin, Marco, Niki, Melissa, Michaela and Inez, be well, take care, you're all always in my thoughts and prayers.
This new year is open for new memories and hopefully much joy for me and all of you. There are people that I thank god are in my life, and there are people that I thank god I had in my life.
It's hard for me to admit my thoughts some times, but if I cant say them out loud then they will destroy me from within. It's been five months since my heart was broken. It may seem like a long time to some. For me it has gone by in the blink of an eye. It seems like just yesterday I was completely happy. All I had to do is wake up next to her and tell her I love you and anything that was bothering me went away.
If you still read this, there hasn't been one day that has passed that I haven't thought about you. Not one day has gone by were your smile fades from my memory, your laugh, your tears, they're all still there. If you still read this Inez, I still miss you. I wish you happiness this new year and I hope your tears will fade unlike my memories of you.
To all of my friends who read this, which is not much, I wish you the best this new year. Justin, Marco, Niki, Melissa, Michaela and Inez, be well, take care, you're all always in my thoughts and prayers.
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